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Saturday, December 17, 2011

20 000 views? Why not 20 000 followers?

i had this blog since May 2009.... since then, i never knew (until September 2011) how to use it...last September, i logged in and randomly created several posts including  the love post (i randomly made) ...

i logged out and felt kinda bored with blogging...

after 4-5 days, i logged in back my blog account and found out, there's one typical post * LOVE - what i had encountered * Part 1 i made strike 600-800 views per day... wow, i never knew such childish post of mine could gain that much of attention!

                      i heard my friend told me that 
they are just some lost internet users 
whom randomly scattered all over the world... lost or not, this really 'umphed' up my will in blogging!

since then, there are few posts that strikes 500-600 views per/day and from there i never care how many followers i have but how many people out there that interested enough to read my blog...

at least, someone could reach out my perspectives toward everything i encountered...


may be 1million view per day in the future? wow

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Jealous of your friends? #1

yeah - this is a fact, where majority of people jealous of each other.....
i'm proud to say that i'm one of them, seeking for a sense of pride where my friend had it first, wanting this and wanting that....

for years I've been searching why such thing happen, finally i found it, i'm lack of appreciating things that i had and things seem not enough, as in 24/7

yeah, teenagers basically have this pandemic attitude, watching their friends holding an i phone where his/her parents cannot afford that, but still in a craze for it....

then she/he goes to (let use he) his dad, saying - ''daddy, daddy, my phone is kinda not satisfying my needs, can you buy me an i phone? i heard it's getting cheaper now.... only USD699!'' (whereby his dad's salary is merely USD1000 per month and still expecting his dad to spent 1/4 of his dad's monthly salary.....

why do such things happen? more like a pandemic actually.... new things come out, i.e. the sleek Samsung Galaxy S2 which kids nowadays are in craze of owning such seducing gadget.... beggin heir parents for additional USD700 just to own such impressive technology but in the end become a waste in 5 months time....

so how to overcome this influenza?  appreciate on what you have, if you're still have a nicely working 2008's manufactured NOKIA or any other brand use it until you're really really really needs a new one.....

before you're making a sudden choice. i.e. try to think deep how hard your parents (for the middle and lower class family) for the money,,, sometimes, letting go a USD10 alone (your parents) can become alarmingly hard....

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Lets find the the HIDDEN TIDER

in the picture, there's a tiger, can you find the hidden tiger?

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Kerana Facebook : Because of Facebook

Kerana facebook : Daripada Kawan Bertukar Musuh
Kerana facebook : Couple Boleh Gaduh Sebab Cemburu
Kerana facebook : Pasangan Couple Boleh Berpisah
Kerana facebook : Kawan Lupa Kawan
Kerana facebook : Kita Menipu Diri Sendiri
Kerana facebook : Kita Tertipu
Kerana facebook : Wujudnya Adik-Beradik Angkat
Kerana facebook : Kita Tak Tidur & Tak Makan
 
Because  of facebook: From a childhood friend they easily becomes our enemy
Because
  of facebook: Couple fight for jealousy over simple little 'post'

Because
  of facebook: Couple can easily separated and re-'couple'
Because  of facebook: Friends forgetting their friends
Because  of facebook: We cheating ourselves
Because  of facebook: We are cheated
Because  of facebook: The existence of fake siblings
Because  of facebook: We are forgetting sleeping & eating

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

So Who Is This Person Called - Justin Drew Bieber #Artist 1

it's been a while since we saw a teen (more like a kiddo) performer, the last; most memorable too ! - Aaron Carter which i believe he's definitely talented (that time)...|

on the year 2008, there's a video goes viral posted by an account called kidrauhl...

in the video, there's one kid singing Chris Brown's (maybe) song... during the year 2008, very little number of videos got so much attention - reaching the millions of viewers! only few videos reach 100 000 000 number of viewers such as ''Charlie bit my finger!''

so that kid (Justin D. Bieber/ Justin Bieber) get so much attention, about the time he was going to sign of an album contract, there's one Hollywood celeb that really eager to make business with him - Usher
bla bla bla - Justin Bieber first debut album came out, the most unforgettable one is the Baby's track...,

my first time hearing that song, i'm so mesmerize thinking that the song sang by a beautiful girl! my friend told me that she is actually a he! it's quite puke'able' remembering moments i was dreaming of the 'unknown' singer!

he was just 14 years old during that time! no wonder his voice doesn't cracked yet, strangely such kid have a late puberty phase change!

so i wonder, what will this kid sounds like after 6 or even 7 years? i saw his recent concert (in youtube of course) singing his brought-him-to-fame song, baby... the song's key have been lowered, i heard a ''manly'' voice, high pitch part seems so flattering flat!

i do believe, even my dorm-mate can sing better than him, even plays guitar and drum better than this Bieber guy!

so why is this kid so famous than other more talented kids out there, the answer is, it's every girl expectation of alluring handsome guy, the Bieber trademark hair-whip, the bla bla bla (yeah it's rather awkward for a guy to describe this)

my prediction :
1- this Bieber guy will not lasts long in Holywood's music industry
2- his voice are not fully breaks yet, lets wait 2 or 3 years more, how awfully his performance in live... every of his old songs' key are lowered...
3- controversy will kill him slowly, drifted in Holywood sea of controversy that consumed thousands of artists, some get killed by their own actions (i.e. drugs etc)

but if knows that what will he face in the future and act know, or better, leave the Holywood industry that killing him with fame, he'll survive long...



p/s yo Bieber, if you're reading this, go save yourself rather than consumed by the ultra-fame you got there... 10 years ahead you'll become more like Aaron Carter as in now, his once millions of fans reduced which merely reach few hundred of thousands or maybe less!

to all Beliebers out there, i'm sorry if you get mad, this is plainly my perception...

Monday, December 5, 2011

* It's CHRISTMAS FEVER ! * #1


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don't you guys love Christmas? the joy, the songs--- ooh, especially the food... it's superbly an awesome holiday special!


i'm a proud Malaysian -yeah there's no snows here, i'm so happy to see that some Malaysian is celebrating this cool event too!


so let me share you some experiences i had during my past Christmas..

last Christmas (like every other Christmas) - i love to sit in the choir section of our church..
i'm quite a fanatic of singing especially if its related to any special event, well you know it - CHRISTMAS! 

since i'm studying far from my motherland - i learnt that, no matter where i am, the spirit of Christmas could never be take away from me, mainly to remember the birth of Jesus Christ...

so i've found this one friend of mine, living under the same roof, a Christian too - we made this short Christmas carols cover just to revive up our Christmas spirit within our heart !

p/s we forget some of the lyrics - it's just a rookie attempt....ahahahahahaha


Saturday, December 3, 2011

* LOVE - what i had encountered * Part 3 (should I continue my relationship? )

sequence - PART 3

Should I Continue My Relationship?


recently many of my facebook friends whom about to finish their early studies posted -


'' exams finished! now what, continue or bye bye hunn?''


NOW, let Sifu Kenney speaks out loud (type actually)  - it depends...
you have three options ;

1# Continue
3# Yeah, i'm sorry, good bye ex-hunn
2# lets wait until the TIME comes... (1 or 3 or 2 ?)

(1#) CONTINUE : for some cases, you should continue if both parties understand the consequences they'll facing in the future... it'll be a mixture of cons and pros...

example 1# (a) : you're not a student, have a promising job and good salary, knows methods to cure one's (of both parties) problems...

example 1# (b) : you known her (in a relationship form) for such a long time and understand each other feelings... does she/ he really need you? you should know after >5years together...





(3#) YEAH I'M SORRY : another case is that people are not serious enough in their relationship...

example 3# (a) : yeah, i'm still young (we are young la la la~) i don't need him/ her... she's/ he's just a decoration - more like a trend...

example 3# (b) : refer above (it's the same - no commitment)

(2#) LETS WAIT UNTIL : this case arguably the most suitable for those who are still studying and have the commitment to wait until each other achieve their ambitions...

example 2# (a) : she/ he studying theeeerreeeeeee, i'm here.... separated hundreds of miles apart....

example 2# (b) : she/ he doesn't ready yet, one of you are still in the progress of making decisions...





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there you have it * LOVE - what i had encountered * Part 1

in part 3 form

i'm not a pro in relationship issues, but i can trash out some bombastic ideas... c'ya in part #4 :D
(p/s - sorry for the awful number of grammatical errors and do not follow my advise if you got better plans)

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Another Nasty Stuff ( 1 Man 1 Jar) I Found In World Wide Web *Gruesome! #1

i've been surfing the internet, i guess more than hundred of hours per month, seeing (accidentally) disgusting things should be easily handled because every internet surfer definitely lost at least once/day...

so another 'normal' day went by, turning on my laptop, connecting the internet, yeah it's becoming a routine recently...

after watching my last disgusting video - ' 2 girls 1 cup ' - i became more curious towards what lies behind this massive so-called world wide web...

so, another routine, my first usual page ' www.google.com ', i convincing my self, there must be mor!
yeah - i'm so curious!

so i searched (once again) this 4 key words (alphanumerical actually) - on google's searched tab - i reluctantly typed o ''2 girls 1 cup'', yeah me second time...

i scanned every words come upon the page, i saw these interesting phrases ''1 MAN 1 JAR''...

i clicked it, a thumbnail of what i'm about to encounter popped up! a (physically) naked man sitting on a glass jar!

yeah, it's becoming more obvious that this is NASTY!

hahaha... i wouldn't dare to finish up this topic as i'm currently eating me lunch...

consider this topic will be continued in part #2 ... puke puke puke... it's gruesome!


Friday, November 25, 2011

This World Wide Web Is NASTY !

entire life, i spent hundreds maybe thousands of hours on the computer, being so fascinated on the internet... i even sees things more differently and at the same time my English has improved... a lot...

so, there was this one day, a normal day (untill...) my facebook friend, posted something on my wall...


'' ouh ouh, kenney, this is freaking awesome... you better look at this while eating http:// blah blah blah '', Mr. XXX

my curiosity was boiling at the time i saw that link... 2 Girls 1 Cup?

what the hell is that? as i am a bit careful guy, i searched ''2 Girls 1 Cup'' on youtube, after pressing the search button, thousands of videos came right up which having almost the same title = 2 Girls 1 Cup REACTIONs ?

reaction compilations vid


people basically puked after watching this girls and cup thingy... but none of these videos shows the exact videos that i need, the real cups and girly lesbian thing !




upon almost giving up, jeng jeng jeng (background musics), alas ! one video posted a link on the Reaction Vids, but he stated before the link : Beware... None of my responsibilities after you watched this video ! : http:// bla bla bla. coom

ok ok ... i'm sorry for typing to much, i bet by this line you are moaning, what the hell this guy typed out so much words... hahaha, well, it's my ''born this way'' nature !

so i practically watched the videos, alone, eating some ordinary Malaysian food... PLAY

so starting out, it plays music, nicely played by a professional pianist... then there were these two girls playing with their private upper parts (you know what i meant), so i thought, porno video?

my curiosity kept my eyes staring at the two girls, not beautiful, so much like a whXre

then, this one girl start to let out her shi.t a.ka the POO a.k.a her feaces right out the normal odinary human output inside this POOR NICELY MADE GLASS CUP... both of the girls look soooooooo calm, even the camera guy/girl didn't have any disgusting reactions...

so it continues...

THEY START TO LICK, EAT, THE SHXT ON THE CUP ok ok... i can't go on, maybe i'll post more in the part two section... c ya... (puked)...

wanna see that vid? search it yourself, i warned you, it's damn disgusting...

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

You're Trying To Be Someone That Looks Rich But, Really, You're Not *Part 1

Okay, this post made entirely based on my observation on how people reacts in this new-aged living styles...

There are mainly FOUR categories of people out there in the urban public,
1# *the one who looks POOR but in reality he's/she's rich (let use only he in this post)
2# *the one who looks RICH, well, he's rich!
3# *the one who looks POOR, well, he's poor!
4# *the one who looks RICH but in reality he's poor!



So, reflecting back, I can't lie that, I lived out most of my past life in the category 4# people...
Humbly I'm stating here, I came from the lower part of middle-class standard, where things are not so poor but not eligible to be in a middle-class citizen...


We (including my family), have a the 'almost decent' standard that I believes, there's more out there and in trying to hide behind the curtains of richness...


This type of action can be so addictive so much like cocaine which differs only by - drug addicts CONSUME drugs - on the other hand, pretending to be *rich addicts, CONSUMED by his own lust on high standard... (don't blame me if i stated any false facts here, this post based on 99.98% of my perception....



as a upper (older) rank of teenagers, I came across thousands who pretending to be soooooooo rich but in reality, asking their parents for 5bucks alone can be so hard, yes, I experienced it myself...


teenagers easily hooked up with glamorous bling-bling (especially to you #girls), whilst boys, well we hooked up in 'giving' girls what they want, as in a completely fooled boyfriend.... HAHAHA


this cycle literally becoming a pandemic influenza that slowly emerged in globally teens mind (including me) and without knowing, their slowly plunged deep inside cocky arrogant mind...





but don't feel bad, this things are so NORMAL, it's only 'UN' NORMAL if you're pushing yourself so hard until your parents themselves rather literally rather 'die' than feeding your boiling lusts...


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I'll post more about other categories above


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Tuesday, November 22, 2011

My Perspective : Can The World Survive In 100 Years Time? Part 1

manglish version :
as we all know, rumors spreading around quite fast on the world's end will held during the year 2012...
since, this year is exactly 2012, their some Nostradamus' fan-boy out there who still believes the exact prediction will happen somewhere during November-December of 2012...


As the old saying : Nothing is Impossible
i'm not standing anywhere but in between of agreeing and disagreeing side,
so the saying itself undoubtedly plausible in every reason of facts...


so, is the world will survive in matter of hundreds of years or in more severely itsy-bitsy months left...
this (coming) 2012 will not going to be the same as (maybe) the world's biggest dilemma of Nostradamus' effect will finally uphold between two titles namely the truth or even the disgusting lie...


journey back to the title mentioned above, there are still infinite number of ways how this world plausibly going to end in this factor of a second... who knows, maybe this coming minute a miles apart asteroid suddenly shows up in the middle of the night thus creating a devastating catastrophe? who knows right? only God knows...

in matter of facts, pollution alone seems creeping the world's time bomb making it ticks much faster!
the rising of global temperature! even the considered small one degree change in global temperature could create rather large instability inside thousands of ecosystem chain inside this fully loved world...

bear in mind, plausibility is infinite, anything could happen! maybe today or tomorrow - who knows !

Friday, October 14, 2011

Steve Jobs - The Legacy

walking across town with hundreds of people - it is a must for us to see people using i phones or i pad walking around. these inventions are not that popular among in malaysia comparing to other countries...

the moment apple unleashed it's first invention - which is the apple 1 (if i'm not mistaken), the industries it self are becoming more competitive with each other, the massive boom on creating new products between these IT companies.

the concept of fast lane modernization was a competitive environment - and Steve Jobs pimped that up.

the born of apple is so vital that other computer industries try to make their own better, different from traditional inventions...


time ticks, and other hundreds and even thousands of product came out from apple - not only personal computer (PC) but other gadgets such as i pod, i pad, softwares - i cloud, i tunes and the list seems never find its ends as long Steve Jobs STILL alive - as apple real 'breath'

Jobs' is reconsidered as a legendary innovator that recreate existing inventions and contributing his own genuine new specification - example i pad 2, i phone 4 which both came from their successful parents

the global civilization, which some percentages consisting apple fan boy/ girls are kept asking when will the new inventions revealed? even hoax are created across youtube and other famous networking sites - faking up i phone 5 hands on documentary...

why are these environment exist? - one answer, it's Steve Jobs' ....

the man behind of all this positive mess -the rival that other techies industries afraid of...



he spent so much time with apple that in the end - have to let everything to apple itself by the age of 55... the death of a truly lagendary innovator, creator, friend, brother - and so on...

R.I.P. STEVE JOBS (FEBRUARY 24 1955 - OCTOBER 5 2011)

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

* LOVE - what i had encountered * Part 2 (Love and Death)

it's so interesting how * LOVE - what i had encountered * Part 1 * have the highest number of view among all of my posts





this time - i will continue more on the love topic before but in more interesting love topic - LOVE and DEATH

Love, as i explained in part one - it's a kind of relationship in singular or plural form. both derived from a feeling that symbolizes a concentrated expression of needing, care, and the list goes on...

but i have a one million bucks question (which i will not pay you practically) - what if someone that you love dearly - not only love towards wife nor a couple - but towards friends, families and relatives too - DIED?




this post may become a heart-breaker for someone whom encountered such occurrence - whom the person(s) had died, or are currently DIE'ING' ...

i had encountered this for the past one week, how death disturbing the relationship towards persons that whom i known for a long time but suddenly Died tragically...
the story went out like this (i will not state any name) >>>

in the last one week, i keep updated that three persons (whom i know - one of them i loved so much) died tragically.

this post - i will talk on (typing actually) about a girl that i known for more than two years who died two days ago, tragically in a car accidents. we may not have the official ties of lovers like - but we are a definite friends for years. the hope for a friendship that lasts long - stopped - forever - tragically...



this girl is not the sweetest i had ever meet, but one of the most multi-talented person. she might not good at art nor singing ( basically her singing is good, but her art - tumbles in the opposit)  - nah, i'm just joking about that statement, but one thing she really good at - is in becoming a SUPPORTIVE LOVABLE FRIEND ...

our past years are not that great because of we are spending too much time arguing rather than loving each other(as friends) ... i blamed her for so many mistakes ( last year, since i'm the head of our school's Peer Mentors - and she was one of my undermind *hahaha* - i'm just kiddin girl) ... there was one occasion where we have to complete a project - i blamed her for all the bad stuff and take all the good credits, well i'm pathetically sorry for what i had done...

BUT after some times - i found out something, she is the type of person that doesn't care how arguing we are but she tried to make things better - trying to accomplish unfinished work to prove that she is good friend that never gives up....


after years knowing each other - i remember the grand day of apologizing to her - i mentioned ''i'm sorry for what i had done - i respect and LOVE you as a friend'' ...





well, that story took the time 1 year ago - which i recalled - ''i had found one of the greatest LOVED friend ever"




1 year after that - approximately 11 hours before i'm publishing this post - my friend told me (through facebook) - ''she died 3.00 p.m. yesterday after severe injuries from a car accident'' ... there it was, the news that suddenly  cause me in quit a depression, loosing the one whom you LOVES not in an officially related - but in more twisted love - love as a friend ...




after hearing that news, i asked my self, since all human will face death (including me) sooner or later -why is the term LOVE invented since both (or more) parties will leave each other apart?

suddenly - i heard the voice of my instinct telling me '' do not be afraid - go and find LOVE, explore the beauty in this short time as a human - you may never know how interesting LOVE can make you understand more about this piece of short life ''...

end of part two cya ! :)

p/s - we gonna miss you XXXXX ... i hope we can meet each other once more - to tell you how awesome it was having you as a friend... R.I.P XXXXX





















Saturday, September 10, 2011

* Cinta and Kentut : Bestfriend forever ! *



CINTA dan KENTUT tidak bisa ditahan, keduanya bisa menjadi lega bila terlaksana.

CINTA tertahan = Sengsara, KENTUT ditahan = Menderita

Kalau CINTA dan KENTUT keras bersuara, tentu perasaan kita lega.

CINTA terkesan malu-malu tapi mau, KENTUT bikin malu-maluin baunya.

CINTA tanpa rasa, bukan CINTA namanya, KENTUT tak berbau, bukan KENTUT namanya.

CINTA itu rapuh, KENTUT itu bau.

CINTA itu halus, KENTUT itu virus.

CINTA diam-diam membuat orang mabuk kepayang, KENTUT diam-diam membuat

orang mabuk kepalang.

CINTA bagi kebanyakan orang muda, “Ahhh, CINTA monyet…!”

KENTUT didepan banyak orang, “Sialan, monyet lu…!”

CINTA dan KENTUT sama-sama sering dicari:

Kalau sudah CINTA: “Dimana engkau duhai kekasih?”

Kalo sudah KENTUT: “Siapa nih yang KENTUT? Hayoo, ngaku gak…?!!!”

CINTA berlebih membuat orang terbuai, KENTUT berlebih membuat orang terkulai.

CINTA menyatukan persepsi, KENTUT menyatukan emosi.
 

* Who says our Malaysian English is teruk? It's the most interesting version ! *

Who says our English is teruk? 

Just see below - Malaysian English Vs British English

 

*Just for entertainment reason*

Ours is simple, short, concise, straight-to-point, effective etc:


WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS


Britons: I’m sorry, Sir, but we don’t seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.

Malaysians: No Stock.


RETURNING A CALL

Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone page for me a few moments ago?

Malaysians: Hello, who page?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY

Britons: Excuse me, I’d like to get by. Would you please make way?

Malaysians: S-kew me

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY

Britons: Hey, put your wallet away, this drink is on me.

Malaysians:No-need, lah.


WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION

Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?



Malaysians: (pointing the door) can ar?

WHEN ENTERTAINING

Britons: Please make yourself right at home.

Malaysians: Don’t be shy, lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE

Britons: I don’t recall you giving me the money.

Malaysians: Where got?


WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER

Britons: I’d prefer not to do that, if you don’t mind.

Malaysians: Don’t want la…

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION

Britons: Err. Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you’re coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.

Malaysians: You mad, ah?


WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE

Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice, I’m trying to concentrate over here.

Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU

Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for some time.. Do I know you?

Malaysians: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION

Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.

Malaysians: Die-lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED

Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?

Malaysians: Wat happen Why like that….

WHEN SOME ONE DID SOMETHING WRONG

Britons: This isn’t the way to do it, here let me show you,

Malaysians: like that also don’t know how to do!!!!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY

Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me

Malaysians: Celaka u !




Cya !

Friday, September 9, 2011

* LOVE - what i had encountered * Part 1

whoa - what a title ! i never did write anything about love in any website - soo , this will be 

just a mere experiment on how well Sifu Kenney elaborate things up :D

LOVE ... L to the O the V.... bla bla bla... crap -


this is one of the most spoken words throughout days, years and the list goes on -

what is so special about love? is it another made-up word to fill up Oxford Dick ? oops - dictionary?

love (as my perspective) - are an abstractual relationship that expand through/ between two consecutive parties (or less/more) - in either towards living things or dead (not-so-living) ...

William Shakesphere (miss spelles?) had made a great phenomenon in the 15th century - he wrote thousands of poems, plays - etc. - basically - almost all of his masterpieces revolved around the the main genre - LOVE ....

love might be get awkward - whereby the existence of un-welcomed love ...

namely the all time favourite - gays and lesbians ...




there is more - the unsuprisingly existed - the bisexual...
i'm, not posting this up on purposely blaming nor criticizing any parties but rather sharing my stories about love - that i (may not 100% true) encountered...

my first love - as Bieber quoted in his Baby's lyrics...
took placed when i was a little kid - that doesn't even know how to describe what love is, the purpose nor what caused me getting my self into love.


there was this girl - name - X ... i never talked to her live but, as an alternative - i wrote an immature love note to her...


back then, i recalled some (percentage) of what i stated inside the love note (since - there is no such thing as texting at that time) ...

i wrote - do you love me? (there it was - pathetically embarassing four lines)

she was on the opposite of reluctant - she replied all my notes until the grand day (for a small kid) that she stated in one of the notes : ''couple?"

and i was, whoa ?! what is that? i never heard the word couple except for counting reasons - a 'couple' of bucks ....
so, i was like, she able to 'count' me? is she some type of weirdo?

as an immature kid (approximately this thing took place 6 years ago) - i'm blindly replied a 'yes' ... a terrible 'yes' which i replied on the note : COUNT ME IN ! hahahaha (couple maa- counting reasons)

i will not share thoroughly on that stories - but the ending is - it was the most terrible first love i'd ever had ....

so do you have any love story that might blows you up after remembering the first 'love' word that you said to that 'someone' special?

as for now, the only love that i'm happy with - the love by my families and especially God - the only love that lasts forever ...


i will talk more on this chapter in the future ! c ya :)






* sembang2 --> politik * part 1

English or Malay ? ... kali ni, post pertama aku dalam Bahasa Malaysia... saya x ingin menuding jari dalam post ini kerana terdapat pihak di luar sana yang sedang memerhatikan setiap gerak-geri jaringan sesawang dunia. terutamanya kat negara kita ni.

politik adalah bidang yang tersangatlah menarik berbanding bidang2 lain. agenda2 yang berlaku mampu dimuatkan dalam akhbar setiap hari yg rata2nya berkisar kpda siapa tuding siapa...



biasanya - politik (seperti permainan) adalah antara dua atau lebih pihak. setiap mereka mempunyai manifesto masing2 yang lebih bercirikan kepentingan badan masing2. sperti contoh, jika pihak B ingin menubuhkan jalan raya ke kampung A - pihak P boleh membidas dengan apa cara sekali pun sehingga 'plan' mereka binasa.... so cara mudah nak menang kembali = RASUAH ...

RASUAH = awak jabat-tangan dengan seorang menatang (awak kaya - dia orang tengah) , dalam tangan awak tu ada sampul check, kecik jee, tapi ditulis RM1 000 000 ... manusia memang terkenal dengan hawa nafsunya yg susah untuk dikawal. sememangnya sesiapa yang berada dalam kedudukan pernerima rasuah - kemungkinan untuk menolak adalah sangat tinggi..
 

kembali semula pada pihak B dan  - dalam badan tersebut (kedua-dua mereka) tidak dapat disahkan mereka betul2 bersih kerana - apa2 pun boleh berlaku.... pabila Pilihan Raya menjelang - kontroversi akan berlaku - pelbagai tohmahan berlaku - agenda2 yang mengaitkan isu perkauman juga mudah berlaku....

persoalan seterusya - siapa yang bertanggungjawab dalam hal ini ? ada ke pertubuhan yang dapat membanteras kes2 ini?

jika kita lihat negara Malaysia - BPRM (badan pencegah rasuah Malaysia - dulu BPR) ditubuhkan oleh perdana menteri kempat pda suatu masa dahulu.... namun terdapat pihak (tidak dinyatakan) yang mempunyai prasangka terhadap kecekapan badan ini untuk mencegah rahsuah. namun demikian, badan ini masih mempunyai kebaikannya dalam 'mengelakkan' rasuah luaran dpd berlaku. tetapi - rasuah dibelakang tabir adalah amat disangkal kemampuannya..



post ini hanya pengetahuan semata2 , tidak melibatkan mana2 pihak (dalam menjunamkan pihak kedalam kontroversi2)

saya akan ulas semula tentang 'politik' pada masa akan datang...

fewah - post pertama ku dalam BM , komen sikit penggunaan tatabahasa yang terpesong ke... babai

Thursday, September 8, 2011

coping up with studies (booring)

recent study conducted by me (not) show that more than a billion hair scattered around the world are cause by pathetic stressful studies (books etc. ) ... hahaha, not really...

the real studies is - i hate studies ... so does billion more human in the world...



so, the questions are, are u one of them? are u able to cope with studies? are u a dog? (just kiddin' for the third question)

in my late teen years ( i just made that standard - i'm 18 years old), it seems study becoming more horrible by the time i entered college. new mathematics subject which obviously ridiculously stranger than standard SPM level... the brand-new physics? aaahhhh, don't mentioned that - each page i flipped (entitled - physics) causes 10 strands of my hair fall down attracted by the gravity by a=9.81 m/s ... (arrgghhh what am i sayin?)
basically, the norm of 21.11th century teens - we (most of us) do not like HARD SUBJECT !

but the fact is - you cannot go with the flow - (we) you must take actions before the letter F+ stamped on your white beautifully un-written exam paper....

our action?

try to love the subject ! ... eventho' it's hard - but with a basin of trust adding up work (i think the ratio is 1% believe  - 99% work)... definitely - success comes near you... try catchin it up... or else, it'll  fly away... hahahaha


so gus - here you have it ... Sifu Kenney's talk have come to it's end . No such thing as study hard (they were - but not fruitful )  - try STUDY smart - much better...

''how did you study kenney?'' ... my answer - ""doodlez up your notes, add some mind-mapin, combine with colors - your brain definitely will absorb what you had learn""

that's all... much hate from kenney (oops, LOVE) to Mr. Physics and Mt. Maths... less than three (<3)














Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Religiously un religious - frank talk -

let us talk something a bit 'controversyioustcal' - hahaha !

it's obvious there are (i guess) thousands type of religion out there that spread across the globe...
three major religion (that i know)  are Christian, Islam and Jews . i will not talk on that further ( that's the sensitive issues)


what i will talk (type to be exact) is on one should have there own religion (he/she may choose or born with), he importance of religion and something changes happened through religion (in me).

i am proud young dude born in a Catholic family
. my family went to church almost every sunday, attend church activities, praying a lot and more. these basically (guess-so) completely enough for a balanced christian family.

what i had learnt lately is that religion is important as life is. religion - no matter what it is - they gave sense of comfort in life making humanity knows truly their purpose in life from A to Z. I as a Catholic - in my early years - it is hard for me to understand the critical side of religion. i tend to lot of unnecessary things such as stealing stuffs, lie almost 24/7, disrespect my parents and the list counts so on.

i my teenage years, something struck me - a question - ''eh? here will i go after i'm dead?''

''do God exist?''

                                                                                                     ''what am i doing?''

i become more suspicious how things would end up in a lump-sum way. i meant - when i die - IT ALL ENDS ... that question kinda creep me up in my teens life, the glorious moment that kept bothered by one question - ''what am i...?''

i started to attend lot of religious activities including catholic camp, church choir and so on -

this one special activity - conducted around feb 2010 - my sense of questionatic diminished in one single activity called ''Pemulihan Batin'' (that words in malay, i'm not sure the english translation).

during that crucial 2 hours of long waiting, something touch me - not physically but emotionally...

suddenly i remembered all the bad things i've done including what i mention in above part - i summarize up that - my childhood moment is a total mess ! i'm left alone by friends, i felt less loved by my xxxxxx ... something that tearing me apart try to go deeper in my thoughts - that's the moment i tried to release them - or better block them away forever and ever achieving great comfort life....

a sudden occurence happen whereby i sense something - the awe presence of power - maybe that's God or Spirit? a sense of awe struck me - joyful moment drip - seep deep into me . alas ! a sence of joy reappear. comfort - too much to tell!



i am deeply touch during that short 2 hours - i (kinda) hear a whisper saying ''do not be afraid - i will always be there for you'' ... i was tremble by the sense of comfort, (kinda) cried a lot durig that very moment.

this is not a lecture or something - but kinda a frank talk that symbolizes the deep importance of religion that give one ultramost feeling - a sense of belonging to someone ultrahigh special...

summarizing up all i'd mentioned - now, i am deeply changed in many different interesting aspect, how i observe thing and digest it back becoming a thought is far different than how i perpetuate those things before - looooooong before i touched by HIM ... the special God...

no matter what religion you are in - live it, embrace the teaching to the fullest - two words - THEY'RE AWESOME !